3.19.2006
so this is the sketch of the painting that that teacher liked so much. but when she said
oh fuck it!!! blogger's uploading sytem is not working so maybe i'll post the scanned pic later if i'll feel like if not email me for a copy and be nice and make me believe that you are so interested and i'll mail it back to you.
i fuckin hated that sketch, btw, for the exact reason that it was just so ridiculously classic! ok let's say it's the starting point and i'll figure out something from that. at least it's a pretty darn good starting point...
among the other tings i'm not so sure if manda, lithaunian, was trying to kiss me last night or not. probably yes. whatever. geshen instead didn't even say hi to me, maybe because after letting her believe i was interested in her i danced with another girl. but what could i do? she was pretty and she was looking and smiling at me...
oh shut the fuck up!! it's all bullshit... it's the world that i've been avoiding for so many years and now that finally i decided to give it a try just because well i'm just understanding more and more that to avoid this social environment has been probably the best decision of my life. it's one whole big fuckin playing. forget about who you are, think only about who that girl glancing at you might like and act like it and fuck it...
and i want my flat
and it's not spring yet, the pond in front of the house is still completely frozen
and i won't see dominika at least for a week
and i'm so loving my studies
and my pictures as well
listening to: 60's and 70's that my roomate for god knows what reason this morning downloaded tons of
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it is classic but...well i knew right in that moment that it wouldn't have been the final drawing because tell me whatever you want but never mention the word classic in front of me. never. and also never refer to the fact that i look young but this doesn't matter to the painting issue...
oh fuck it!!! blogger's uploading sytem is not working so maybe i'll post the scanned pic later if i'll feel like if not email me for a copy and be nice and make me believe that you are so interested and i'll mail it back to you.
i fuckin hated that sketch, btw, for the exact reason that it was just so ridiculously classic! ok let's say it's the starting point and i'll figure out something from that. at least it's a pretty darn good starting point...
among the other tings i'm not so sure if manda, lithaunian, was trying to kiss me last night or not. probably yes. whatever. geshen instead didn't even say hi to me, maybe because after letting her believe i was interested in her i danced with another girl. but what could i do? she was pretty and she was looking and smiling at me...
and i want my flat
and it's not spring yet, the pond in front of the house is still completely frozen
and i won't see dominika at least for a week
and i'm so loving my studies
and my pictures as well
listening to: 60's and 70's that my roomate for god knows what reason this morning downloaded tons of
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