3.18.2006

so yesterday was the big day. i got married with a girl that i used to deeply love but now i simply like. even though she's great in bed. oh and my family really likes her so i was kinda compelled to marry her.
anyway i enter the city hall with my mother on the side and a few other relatives behind me and right there in front of me there is i girl. she looks familiar but i can't really tell when i saw her. she's staring at me with an expression that i can't decipher, and she slowly walk toward me.
- Hi. she says
- Hi. Do we know each other?
my mother looks at us and i can see that she's not confortable with me speaking with another girl. she doesn't answer my question, she just rolls up her left sleeve and shows me her bracelet. my name on it. and suddenly i remember everything...
the one and only love of my life, we promised the world to each other and i've always regretted not being able to keep my promises. growing up, for some reason, we parted from each other. not our feelings though, only our bodies. and there she is again, the day of my marriage.
my mother looks down to me: Who is she?!

i don't remember much of the rest of the ceremony, if not that i wanted to go out of that building as soon as possible.

among the other things that happened to me yesterday, alina offered me two pierogi and then she asked me to join her and her friends but i went to bed instead. oh and i put way too much salt in my pasta.

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