3.09.2006

wrath
sometimes it's just like this and u feel wrath is coming over to you, you built something step after step and you can almost touch the other side and suddenly a piece right in the middle falls down. other times you never get more then a couple of pieces together but u believe in it and again at a moment those pieces disappear.

you think i shouldn't have turned my back to this whole thing. but no that's just mental masturbation, the truth is that you turned your back after, looking the other direction to catch something as valuable and worth, waiting for the time to pass and for what you had lost to get back to you, naturally...

of course, there it is... don't worry, cause when you worry u make it double... going to another place, seeing another person, finding another sleeping solution... keeping smiling...

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