so what?

i feel so happy
i feel so tired
i feel a delusion
but i knew it
and i know it's better like this
i feel a little homesick
i feel connected to this place
i feel like rolling stone, from time to time
and this is one of those times
and i feel lonely
i feel surrounded by interesting people
and a few great friends
i feel great compared to other departures
i feel that i don't know if i want it to be over now or rather in 6 hours
and i hate packing
shit
i feel so...
i feel so unsure
but so certain at the same time
i feel moody
i don't feel like drinking
i feel like running
but i feel so lazy
i feel like i have no control over my life in this very moment
because this is an old choice's consequence
i knew it and i'm good with it
yet not so good as i thought.

meh.
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